Why?

It's a problem, guys....
I have friends, but sometimes I don't know what is "friend"..... If I ask u, what is friend, I'm sure u will say : Friends are my everything, they accompany me, they love me, and they care me! Ryt??!
But I won't be able to answer that, coz I have strange friends....
Can u think that someone who leave u alone when u sad is a friend? I'm alone everytime, home alone, go home alone, and bla-bla-bla ;p
She wants u to accompany her, okay....but when u wanna her to accompany u? She doesn't want...
U r thinking that thing happen coz I'm not kind?
Ho ho ho....may be coz I'm an individualy person, but I never see they show their feeling to me as a real friend!
Why? Doushite kashira??